I miss the family that I thought I had. When I was just a little girl I thought my family would always be close and fiercely loyal to each other. What happened to us? We obviously let everything we were taught to believe in and to protect...just slip away.
Work is a nightmare as usual...no place is perfect, I get that. I am basically a good person, a nice person, and honest person. Most days, I feel like this place just brings me down. The atmosphere is poisonous to your psyche.
I feel like every part of my life right now is very tumultuous, even my ability to be a good parent is on shaky ground. I think I may be experiencing another bout of depression. I think I seriously have to consider going to therapy again and this time anti-depressants may be necessary.
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