Getting the Demons Out

It has been nearly 4 years since my last post. I wish I could say that I concurred my demons, but I cant. I have lost jobs,y drinking reached an all time high, I was hospitized, I just sank deeper and deep into my depression and alcoholism. I have alienated myself from many family and friends because of my erratic behavior and temporary feelings of anger. My husband and children have only unconditional love and support for me. Needless to say, they are traumatized. That being said, I have family and friends who support me and love me and I am ever so grateful <3. Now I am on anti-depressant and anxiety meds. They help sometimes but also give me a false sense of comfort. I am not sure what the future holds, but I will continue to fight the good fight. I just pray I stop fighting with people.