Hopeless

I cannot seem to shake this feeling of hopelessness. I have so much on my plate. I only want to provide for my kids. Make sure they are in a happy and healthy environment. It seems like every decision I make is the wrong one. My husband is really no help. He knows what he should be doing and doesn't. Instead, he sits back and watches as I disappear into despair. I only pray that my kids make better choices in life than I did. They deserve so much more than I can give them.