I still can not get over losing my mom and my uncle. All of my life I have dealt with death and handled it quite adultly. I thought my brother passing away was the worst pain I would ever feel. Honestly, because of the tumultous relationship I had with my mom I really didnt think her death would be as bad. I was so completely and irrevocably wrong! not a day goes by that I dont have to fight back my tears. If that wasnt heartbreaking enough, My dearest Uncle (Father) Tony died! I really dont think I can take much more. I know that I am blessed with my husband and kids, and my family. I thank god for all them because they keep me sane, even when I am at my wits end.
There are occassions when they have reached out to me. Many dont believe in other worldly experiences, but I do. So I dont know if, I am not letting them go, or they arent letting me go.. Maybe that is why my heart cant heal. I think I have to seek some spiritual guidance.
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