Tuesday, April 27, 2010

I wanna SCREAM!

So, I am going thru health issues and feeling like crap all the time. I am hoping to have definite answers soon. I think I am more tired from not knowing what the hell is going on! In the back on my mind I feel like I already know what I have and I am totally afraid. I want to be able to talk to someone and tell them how I feel but I dont want to burden them with all this heaviness!

All I want to to be able to raise my kids, and raise them right so that they grow up to be good people. I cant bear the thought of being taken from them ! I hope and pray for the very best, but I am prepared for the worst.

I want to run and scream at the top of my lungs! But, I cant. I do not want to play the victim and come across pathetic and feel sorry for myself.

Please let this all go away!

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