Positively Positivity

I find as do most who know me, that I am a easily aggitated. I think I have come to the realization that what I am is overly empathetic to everything and everyone around me. I am not saying that I dont have my own problems, I do. A large part of the frustration I feel is for situations surrounding me.

Lately, I have taken a new approach to dealing with the negativity around me. I tell myself it has nothing to do with me, and I literally watch and laugh at the idiocity of it all. Would you believe it has helped!

I wish I could apply that to my own problems, but no such luck!

ramblings

I miss the family that I thought I had. When I was just a little girl I thought my family would always be close and fiercely loyal to each other. What happened to us? We obviously let everything we were taught to believe in and to protect...just slip away.

Work is a nightmare as usual...no place is perfect, I get that. I am basically a good person, a nice person, and honest person. Most days, I feel like this place just brings me down. The atmosphere is poisonous to your psyche.

I feel like every part of my life right now is very tumultuous, even my ability to be a good parent is on shaky ground. I think I may be experiencing another bout of depression. I think I seriously have to consider going to therapy again and this time anti-depressants may be necessary.