Handling my business

It is becoming clearer to me everyday that my unhappiness is my choosing. I have to stop putting other's feelings and needs ahead of my own. Truth is I do not want to remain married to a man who I cannot depend on, and who will never man up. He will always be the father of my kids. I deserve better and to be happy for once in my life. I have always known that he is lazy, and a hypochondriac...he is a liar too! I have always been an open book and have shared everything in my life with him. He has not done the same. This crap I keep hearing about how his mom and pop spoiled him is just crap! spoiling is putting it mildly! They created a freaking monster who will agree to everything and lead you to believe he actually knows right from wrong just to pacify me, but nothing ever changes! Sadly, to the whole entire world he is the nicest guy, and how lucky I am...what freaking ever!